A face, a voice, and a few words follow her wherever she goes. She sees a face in front of her eyes. She is scared, so she closes her eyes, but she saw the same face in her heart and mind. She asks people who advise her to forget and move on, should I cut … Continue reading About some thoughts
Author: Sara Altaf Khan
I am Sara, a former healthcare professional. This is not my first time blogging. It came to my knowledge that ‘kind of blogs’ exist on the media a year ago. I had written willingly and unwillingly postings on my other blog which I deleted a month ago. My old blog site had accomplished its mission so the site was deleted. I had met many good people on my previous blog site so I will try to reconnect with them. Human life is not immune, so it faces both good and bad things. I had ignored many options and choices in the past, so I have decided to walk solo in this overpopulated world.
Humanity is over-rated so I won’t talk about that anymore. I have seen many dead souls so I have lost faith. I don’t believe in any type of isms.
I was born as ZKB. The devils and demons had entered my house silently, and I had become MKG who has lived in 8 years in a hell zone. Afterward, I had a wonderful life with my protector, my soul, and the love of my life. However, my protector has killed me, My protector is my killer who also had taken each piece of my life. Today, I have nobody talk to. I have lost my family, my personality, y humanity, and finally my job.
I am a creation of a gallantry award winner who also taken my soul, dignity, courage, and most important thing he has taken humanity out of me.
I am a nomad now who wander here and there. Yes, physically I am alive but why. This is my blog now. My so-called sweet sister has lost control over my life and blog so she cannot use me anymore. She is not stringer anymore. I am not her puppet anymore.
Thanks to church lady Nora who always couraged me to use my blog for the ventilation of my feelings. I have lost trust both in love and humanity. In other words. I don't have any other options left.
The Last Door
Like fate, God has created our relationships in heaven. Some relationship we get it at birth while some connections we make it while traveling on the path of life. She thinks, "I feel dejected from my soul without him. I feel that the Almighty has formed my relationship with him in heaven. My peace has … Continue reading The Last Door
The Letter to almighty
The feelings of dejection came suddenly into my mind. The purpose of my life has already ended on this planet. “A wise man said the earth does not belong to the humankind. Humans are just passing through this planet. They are just a passenger.” The people come and go in each human life. But some … Continue reading The Letter to almighty
The fight between her soul and brain
Many chemicals have controlled her brain well. Those are spread inside the entire brain like the water lilies have overcrowded the Dal lake of Srinagar. The brain starts to command her whole body to act wisely. The soul is not agreed with the command of the brain. The woman tells her soul," Just stay where … Continue reading The fight between her soul and brain
The dream without legs and arms
She is laying on the cot under the sky in the middle of nowhere. This place is surrounded by old houses. Many familiar faces have slept on different cots. She is the only one awake. She gets up to look around the beds and keeps smiling as she looks at them. Everybody is sleeping comfortably, … Continue reading The dream without legs and arms
Erasing or Remembering
Her room was locked from outside. She thoughts, “Have anybody entered my room since I had left two decades ago.” She opened the door with a fear of old memories. The room appeared very neat and fresh. The entire house was remodeled, and furniture was changed a couple of years ago. The house was … Continue reading Erasing or Remembering
I am exhausted listening to the Coronavirus
I am tired of listening to the coronavirus, which follows me around 24 hours a day. You may have some relief somewhere, but I can't escape anywhere. I like to share how I spend my day during this pandemic. I leave my house like a thief because I don't want my daughter to see me. … Continue reading I am exhausted listening to the Coronavirus
