Time and life at different levels

Many people say life goes on with time. However, life never stops with or without our loved ones. Time continues to pass its path, and so is our life continues with its journey.”
Human life goes through many phases. Some of those phases were wonderful, while others were unpleasant. Humans always want to forget bad experiences of their past life. Thus, they like to move on for bright futures. But, do humans forget their past? Should they forget their past to build a bright future? Should they shield themselves from the hot mess of the future?
Every individual has their thoughts and reaction to the lifestyle. Therefore, many internal and external factors influence the decision-making process when a person gets stuck in the turmoil of life. However, she does have her personal views on this matter.
She thinks, “A person should never forget their past because it reflects our present, which leads to the future. So all three have a strong connection. So instead of forgetting it, the person must face it. Through our bad and pleasant experiences of life, we learn many things which enable us to build the future and also help us to make the right choices.”
Yes, she agrees that time goes on, but she is unsure if life moves forward or stops at a certain point. Of course, three years have passed, but her life has stopped at the same point where he left her. He has moved forward in his life, but she is still standing on the four-way stop. He was right in telling her that you live in a country where freedom and social life are different than mine.

The timeline is very close to touching three years of the marker without him. Yes, time did not stop ticking, but her life has stopped without him. Unfortunately, she is the only one who knows how and why her life has stopped. Yes, she lives in an advanced country, but she has left her feelings behind for him.
She has neither forgotten him nor has she forgotten his love. On the contrary, the elapsing time has made her stronger than before. She failed those people who thought she wouldn’t make it. She also thought many times that this was the end of her life. Yes, it is the end of her life, but differently.
In the last three years, she went through a major depressive and mental nervous breakdown. The words were and will continue to be her therapy. She struggled with both major psychological and physical injuries at the same time. Walking alone, she fought with her demons, depression, stroke, and heart attack but succeeded again. However, she had lost both her personal and professional life.
Eventually, her professional life has come on the right track. But, unfortunately, some people did try to destroy her professional career. However, they were looking for her through her passport name, but she practiced a different name that nobody knew due to security issues. Anyway, whatever is gone is gone now.
She struggled with both major psychological and physical injuries at the same time. Walking alone, she fought with her demons, depression, stroke, and heart attack but succeeded again. However, she had lost both her personal and professional life.
Eventually, her professional life has come on the right track. But, unfortunately, some people did try to destroy her professional career. However, they were looking for her through her passport name, but she practiced a different name that nobody knew due to security issues. Anyway, whatever is gone is gone now.
Finally, her family understood her feelings, but it was already too late because she had already gone far away. The older children are old enough to understand her situation, and they have given her full privacy and freedom. The younger child is young enough to understand the situation. Thus, nobody disturbs her.
She has chosen her path. She has shielded herself. Now, she works with a top medical university. Thus, she has successfully climbed up in her professional life. She gives credit to her Maulanaji and Almighty because she could not defeat more than 200 candidates without them. You will find her smiling and joking around. Nobody can see the pain hidden inside the core of her heart.
Once, people called her the female version of her father. Often, she looks at her father’s portraits and tells him. “Baba, your legacy will end with me. I will continue to follow your principles, but I won’t teach your principles to my children. The world has evolved significantly, and there is no value in your principles in this era of darkness and science. I don’t want them to hurt like me. I am proud that you are my father. I failed, but I will continue to follow your path and keep my word. It is not easy but not impossible either. I know now why you decided to walk solo in this overpopulated world because I am walking solo on the same path now. It seems not only my physique, but my personality is also your carbon copy.”

Thus, time will continue to pass, but her life has stopped at the same point where once upon her father’s life was stopped. Yet, she is proud of it.

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