Yes, she did pray for forgiveness on the day of forgiveness. After many decades, she just prayed to Allah very traditionally. It was not hard for her to do because she watched Abu every day to pray. She is not sure if she had asked for forgiveness for her sins or forgiveness for his crimes. However, she did ask Allah. Every single day, one new question comes to her mind. “How could Allah forgive the sins of sinners? Can someone kill somebody and ask for forgiveness from the bottom of the heart? Can you ruin somebody’s life completely, then ask for forgiveness or do the purge of your sins? Does Allah allow us to forgive those sinners?
Can Allah forgive the sinners? Yes, Allah forgives the sins of the sinners. But is Allah justified with the victims of sinners?
The woman scratches her head in confusion, “How could he forgive the sins of the sinner when the victim’s life has sunk into the bottom of the ocean where they can’t breathe? How could Allah forgive the sins of sinners while victims continue to suffer like some of the fish which is thrown out of the water? How could Allah forgive the sins? How could Allah forgive the bullies which led a woman to commit suicide many times? How can Allah forgive the person for his sins, which have shattered a woman’s life?
On one side of the world, a man, praying to Allah to forgive me because I had done something wrong. Doesn’t it trigger in the sinner’s brain that, “Oh Lord, please forgive me for my victim who was once the love of life, now struggling to live one minute at a time? Her life is still shattered. She was an intelligent woman, but now she is a “dysfunctional genius or ½ insane.”
The man continues to pray to God, “Allah, can you forgive me because the woman who trusts me blindly is derailed from her life. Allah, can you forgive me because I was a coward and selfish person who could not protect the love of my life when she was being tortured under my nose? Can you forgive me, Allah, even if I had taken away the mother of two fatherless kids? Oh Lord, can you forgive me for failing to keep a promise I had made with my soul wife, and I also allowed other people to use her emotions. God, can you forgive me for making a woman cry who thinks I am her almighty? Can you forgive me, Allah, for shattering my loved one’s life so miserable that I had taken her personality, job, dignity, and her respect away? Can you forgive me even if she still loves me despite going through hell because I am a coward or selfish? Can you forgive me for not killing her body when she begged while I killed her soul? Can you forgive me, God, even if I have made her an orphan again? Allah, can you forgive me because she has mistrusted your creation of humanity”?
On the other side of the world, a woman wearing a hijab and her knees are down to respect Allah, and she asks almighty, “Almighty, Can you forgive me for hurting a woman because an insane woman begged me to not let her separate from her man. Can you forgive me, almighty? The crazy woman was sitting in front of me and begged for her love. All she wanted was to be communicating with her man through her email only. I made a promise to her, but I had broken the promise of being selfish? Can you forgive me, Allah, that a woman came to look for her life and lost soul, but I did not care? Allah, Can you forgive me that a woman called me a sister, and she had a flood in her eyes, but she continued begging me, “don’t separate me from my soul because I won’t live without him? Almighty, I ignored her begging, requests, and tears because I was so selfish, so can you forgive me. God, can you forgive me because I had blackmailed the women’s emotion and love for my own selfishness and greed? Can you forgive me for Allah presenting the list of crimes to the insane woman and making her my puppet? Can you forgive me because she is not my real sister, so I am allowed to take her life? I am proud of Allah that I destroyed that non-Muslim woman completely. Allah, can you forgive me for bullying a woman? Can you forgive Allah and me because I am a genius, and I am born as a real Muslim, so I love blackmailing that stupid western woman? Can you forgive Allah and me because I succeeded in my mission as a stringer? Look at how my puppet begs her to live one minute at a time. Can you forgive me, Allah, because I am successful and have inherited everything now? I love materialistic things. I am a genius.”
The woman of East continues to pray, ” Allah, Can you forgive me because I have done this to get all benefits, but I had to kill somebody’s soul? Can you forgive me, Allah, that I drove the west to commit suicide, but she is still alive? Can you forgive me because I had done those things to show off, and it is my pride? Can you forgive me, Allah? How did I mentally torture that western orphan? Last thing Allah, I have kept track of all the blood money very well. Allah, it is the day of forgiveness, so can you forgive me not for killing only one soul but it was brutally murder of four souls. Almighty, I offer namaz on time, and I observe all Islamic days, so you should forgive me. It is my purge day today. I promise and heartily ask forgiveness, and I won’t do it again. I mean it because I have already killed the western woman’s soul, so my mission is completed; forgive me for my sins. I am a woman of Allah”.
In the western part of the world, a woman has sat on the floor to pray to her almighty, “keep my family and loved one happy. Let me suffer for them. It will hurt me to see them in pain, so please give their sorrow to me and give my happiness to them. They are my family. God, you know the rest”.
Women often look toward the Almighty,” where is my justice. Who is mine” I am trying to find those in the Quran if Islam teaches others to humiliate or torture a woman so she could kill herself? Does Islam allow people to humiliate or bully others? What is the responsibility of Islamic people when a woman whose life was already damaged, but a Muslim man destroyed her? What is the responsibility of Islam for that woman who is a real victim? How will Islam support her?
“Believe it that nobody has answers to her questions.”