The Nightmare Again


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The woman and Ina boy are waiting for him. He looks at her and says something to her. His eyes request something from her. Then he tells the guard something. The guard closes the room from outside. She smiles and tells Ina, “Let’s go, boy. It is our time to leave”.
Suddenly, she hears the noise. She looks at his office. People are running around. She looks at a young girl with long hair holding the gun in her hands, are shouting loud, “take him to the safe place. There is a bad person in the crowd”. The young girl has held the gun toward the crowd, not toward him. Her eyes are searching for something in the crowd. The girl notices that he is gone from the back door. The girl smiles with a victory.
Suddenly, the woman hears his sound, “shoot the girl, don’t let her go.”
The woman and his bodyguards are surprised why he has ordered to shoot the girl who just saved his life. She covers Ina’s eyes when she sees the young girl shot down by the forces. At least 20 guards have fired several bullets on the young girl. Everybody has left after killing the young girl. Woman tells Ina, “The girl looks very familiar. I know her. You sit here. Please don’t follow me. I need to check on the girl”.
The woman comes down to see the girl. The woman gets shocked when she sees the dead young girl. “Oh my god, this is me when I was 16 years old”. The woman looking at her own dead body, “he has killed me when I was 16”. She touches the young girl’s black curly long hair who is dressed in a black jean and blue polo shirt. The woman keeps looking at the young girl. She drags her own dead body from the street and has done her burial.
After the girl’s burial, the woman tells Ina, “You go to the safe house. I will join you soon,”.
The woman is sad, and she found herself singing a painful and sad song in the public function. In reality, she never sings a song, but she loves listening to certain songs. While she singings a song, everybody looks at him with the question, “Are you the one who given her this pain?”
The woman walks around and then stands right behind his back. She remembers something and touches his shoulder. He looks at her and says, “Can you leave me alone now? Don’t you understand that it was over between us a long time ago?”
The woman smiles but tells, “Yes, of course, I know that well. Does it really over? Yes, I will leave you alone. I won’t hunt you in my dream. But you need to return something, “Can you give me all those years back which I had spent in your love and fake promises? Can you give my life back, which you have shattered in many pieces?
He looks at her. He is quiet. He doesn’t have an answer for her. The woman tells him, “I am not upset at you. You are a very weak person. Your thoughts are not yours. Your actions are not yours. I know you very well. I have lost the heart but my brain still works. The pattern tells me a different story. See you in the next life”.
The woman walks out of the public function. He continues watching her.
She wakes up on her bed. She looks outside the window. It is afternoon and sunny outside. She looks at the clock, and then at her phone, “another nightmare. First, all my life, I hunted him in my dreams to meet him. Now, I hunt him to get some answers. I have not left my room for the past 18 hrs. what kind of life is?”

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