Certain things convey a message to her. She can feel it. A strange feeling comes to her mind when they both remember each other. Sometimes she thinks,” can something change just by lying?”. Can somebody become a king or queen just by saying or thinking? We can lie to others. We can convince others. Can we convince ourselves? Can we lie to ourselves? She thinks, “I lie to myself but not others. I cannot convince myself, so how can I convince others?
Suddenly, she remembers what he had said two hours before making a final call to her. She still remembers the exact date, time, and location. She was on her way back from work. It was 4 o’clock in the morning. She was driving back home after working that night. She was driving on highway 90 and took an exit to US 47. He said, “It does not matter if we ever meet in life. It does not matter if we ever see others. It does not matter if we will ever talk again. The distance won’t keep our souls apart. We will physically separate from each other, but nobody could separate our souls”.
She thinks, “You were right. The distance can’t separate our souls. I cannot tell about yours, but my soul is still attached to you. I passed by you many times, and you did not recognize my scent. I am glad and happy that my pain, misery, and tears have given you some comfort and happiness. I have always said that you will never come to know what I could do to protect my love.
I fulfilled the promise that I had made to you.
Being Jaat Sardani, I have kept my promise and will continue to keep it until I am alive”.
She sighs, “I don’t know if my pain and tears have traveled all the way to find you. Nothing has changed in my tears and pain since the last time you saw me. I am not sure if you have lost your ability to sense that you can’t feel my pain”.
She thinks, “I did not need a single penny from you. I was not greedy. You know me well. I had given up everything to others that belonged to me. Money is not important to me. Your love is my life. You are my soul. No doubt, without you, your soul, and your love, I am lost completely. You are my diamond instead of anything materialistic. The diamond had made my face brighter and my heart enlightened. I have started to lose my life since I lost my diamond.
Love is priceless. Why have you listened to the people who had scaled the price of our love? Why have we listened to the people who have parted our souls? You can lie to everybody but not to yourself and me. You can convince everybody, but not your Munna. Remember where she lives. She lives inside of your heart and brain. You can tell that you don’t care about her. You can make excuses and lies to keep the peace. But you can’t lie to yourself.
She becomes sad, “My soul will let me know when you will stop thinking about me. You will feel my presence around you whenever you close your eyes to sleep. You will see the fearful face, agony on her face, her shattered soul, and tears shedding out of her eyes, but it would be the picture of your love’.
She smiles, “I know when everything cracks and crashes, and I know who is crashing and cracking it. Nobody else could be except the person of my love is the one who cracks and crashes it. So my soul senses it right away that you are around me”.
Remember, marriage is man-made, but the soul relationship is built-in heaven before birth. One incomplete soul often looks for another part. This is the time when she feels pain. She could suffer like a fish without water and burn like hellfire, but she is restless and helpless.
God bless you.