The conversation with the deads and Almighty

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The girl sits sadly by her window. She has packed her luggage and ready to leave. She is sad and depressed. One day was enough to get happy and excited because she already knows it would follow with sadness. She talks to the soldier boy,” when are you coming? I need you. Ina and Banny boy is a little bit annoying. They ask too many questions. I want you to come back to earth. I thought that all of you will take your turns but only boys come. Where are you, daddy, and chachu?”

Ina boy, “don’t you like us?. We were waiting for the little girl’s birthday. You have not given us a cake yet. We don’t want to go back. We like to be with you. I always quiet. Banny asks too many questions”.

She hugs the boy, “no, I love both of you. I did not get a cake either. I was not invited to my girl’s party. Can u guys believe it? I am happy at least she got a chance of celebrating her birthday with her aunt and another aunt. Dam, those are my sister and cousin. It does not matter to me anymore. It doesn’t hurt me at all. I got a little chance of spending some time with her yesterday. I try to stay away from the kids, so they won’t suffer from my bad fate. I will buy the cake for you before I leave. You guys can stay here as much as you guys want”.

Banny boys ask her, “where you going”?

The girl laughs,” I will be going to the same place where I and your father had spent some good timing together. Your dad didn’t want to come home, but I was missing the little girl so we left.

The girl becomes sad and looks at Babaji’s pic and tells him,” I am leaving soon. Take care of everyone. I miss my bubby boy. I miss him a lot. I am very sad about him. I wonder why he does not care anymore. He was so nice to me. But I don’t have anything left home. I wait for him every day. Can you send my bubby back or just make me fully demented so I would not remember him at all. If you can do it, can you send my Abu back?. He is very brave. He will just pick up bubby and bring him over here. It will be so fun Babaji when Abu picks up my bubby boy. I don’t know when I would return. I feel so uncomfortable and uneasy. Babaji doesn’t forget to tell Abu that Munna needs him. You can tell him also that her bubby is not behaving well. You can also tell him that she feels very alone and does not know what to do. Babaji, I swear to god that I feel so incomplete without my bubby”.

The girl asks Abu, “can you be kind enough to come to help me to find my bubby boy?. I promise I will never cry and talk at the same time. You know how hard it is for me to change my habit of crying and talking at the same time. But I will do it if you will be kind enough. Otherwise, take me too. I could stay with you guys. I know that you won’t like it if I come over here. Nobody likes me anyway. All my love ones have left me. I really need you to come now. Not to be late. I really miss my bubby boy. Or you can just scare him in his dream, please. But don’t touch him. I will be so mad at you if you will be rude to him”.

The girl continues talking to God, “I swear that I love my bubby a lot. He knows well that I hate to swear but I am doing it today. My mind is restless. Once, he used to feel my restless but now he does not care. I imagine how he could be in misery. I can feel it. Everybody says he is a bad person and he is conned me. He took advantage of my emotions. But, Babaji why my heart is not ready to accept it. I still think that he will come one day which does not matter now or later. Why I still believe in him? why do I continue to love him? does he ever feel his Munna is wandering here and there without him? Does he know his Munna is tired asking from the human about him? Does he know his Munna starts wandering in nature? Can you pinky promise with me please don’t share this one to Abu. Do you remember that my bubby used to do pinky promise with me that he would never leave me”?

The girl asks her father, “Dad, Dad, can you come? You are the most peaceful person. Can you talk to my bubby that your Munna is suffering? He will listen to you. Everybody respects you. I met some of your old friends here in the USA. He went to school with you. He blessed me, Dad. Do you know what he said, “You are your dad’s mini copy? You are his little boy, not a daughter. I swallowed my pain, tears, and my sadness and told him, “Yes, I am still my dad’s little boy”. Dad, your classmate has white and gray hair. I wish that I could also see you old like him. Don’t share it with mom”.

The girl asks her uncle, “Chachu Chachu, your toomba had given up. she becomes so weak. She fought like a tiger in her entire life and she succeeded but Bubby made me so weak. Can you talk to my bubby and asks why he made your toomba so weak”?

The girl thanks, “I don’t have an alive people who could ask my bubby. Everybody’s soul is dead. Can you blame anybody when my loving man has abandoned me and left to cry? so I ask only almighty or my loved one”.

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