Happy New Year’s Eve. People are preparing to say goodbye to 2019 and welcome to 2020. Finally, 2020 will be hereafter midnight. People wish each other a happy new year. They often wish a happy new year, which is an excellent idea. She is also happy and excited. Unfortunately, there is no one around her to wish her a happy new year. Yes, she has received many wishes and video clips for a happy new year. She is very happy because she will be cut down from her life for one year. She knows very well, but she is still looking around.
People hope for a good new year and a good new destiny. They wish to leave an old and bad fate and memories behind and join a prosperous and happy destiny. People do everything to make themselves happy. It does not matter what cost they have to pay. Some good souls do the act of kindness to help others. Some are selfish and want everything for themselves. Some sacrifice for others, but some don’t hesitate to destroy others. Not everybody has caring and sharing behavior. What would be the world today if everybody adopted shared and caring behavior? Well, this is only suited for animals and birds. We are the superior kind on this planet, so it won’t suit the human race. Humankind is always special and salutes the sunrise.
Once, he decided to change her destiny. He wanted to give her a happy life. He wanted to wipe her tears. He wanted to fill her life with joy and happiness. He wanted her to see the world through his eyes so she could feel love and happiness only. He wanted her to forget the painful years of her life. He wanted her to smile from the bottom of her heart. He promised her to bring the stars from the sky and flowers from the garden. He wanted to give her everything which she had lost. It was not only a matter of man’s love. It was a matter of her entire life. People say, what the hick if he left you. Someone else will come into your life”. However, she thinks a different way. It did not only matter of man’s love. It was a matter of her desires, hopes, happiness, and dreams. He was not a matter of only “man’s love.” He was everything meant to him. He was not only her lover who had told her every other minute, but I also love you”. She never believes in this type of love. She never felt alone when he was in her life. He was her mother, father, sister, brother, Abu, and her best friend. She had not only lost ‘man’s love” but also lost her mother, father, sister, brother, Abu, and best friend again. It does hurt a lot when you lose somebody again and again. The wound opens and heals again. It will take a while. It heals but leaves the scars behind. The physical wounds heal with time. The wound in our mind and soul never heals, which leaves permanent marks on our brain. Those wounds reopen again and again when any holidays, new year, or festival comes. It is a normal human phenomenon to remember loved ones on a special occasion. This is very natural when she looks for him everywhere when any special occasion comes.
He wanted to change her destiny. Of course, he did change it. He changed it permanently so that nobody could change it anymore. She is afraid to get happy today. She is afraid to have new hopes and desires or dreams. Happiness is not her destiny, so she changes her direction to a new route. She blesses everybody, but she is the only person afraid to bless herself. Her life is good without a destination and without a destiny. She wishes everybody on this planet a wonderful and happy new year. She requests, “Please don’t bless me with any happiness. I am afraid of this word. It is kind of a nightmare”.
Writing the above lines, she could not stop her tears. Today she has been allowed to let the tears out. She looks at the Babaji picture, which she cannot see clearly. How she can see it clearly because her eyes are welled with the ocean of tears. Her inner eyes are also blocked with fear. She tells her Babaji, “Please bless this planet with happiness and joy. Keep everybody healthy. Make sure nobody has tears like me. No more Sara should be born on this planet in 2020. It is also your responsibility not to allow anybody to militate my emotions in 2020. Bless this humankind with some satisfaction. Bless a happy new year to everybody who hates me and loves me”.